END OF ME...
Who needs these words,
That I shed in my sick state,
That I write on the paper afterwards,
Burying in them my dark fate?
Delusions of the real world
Are dead in me,
Its remains are darkened in fear
And I dwell there,enjoing my cold.
The radiance of this Sun
Doesn't attract me anymore,
The bloom of your flower,
But what is this all for?
CH:
I am alone,my soul is crying,
I won't be dread,my dread is dying,
The emptiness.the emptiness is growing,
My bliss,my bliss of solitude is falling.
And in the eventide,without the light
I'm standing on the cliif and thinking of ending...
MY DEATH!!!
The angels are killing my dream
Of the eternal emptiness without pain,
Of the life without reality turning grey,
Of love without you fading away.
This endless moment,
The moment I curse,
This impossible dwelling,
The dwelling I hate,
This retribution by imprisonment,
Imprisonment by shackling,
This shackling by life,
The life I want to kill.
And now I see the end,
The end of my solitery dwelling,
I won't suffer lingering,
The anchore is lifted up,
This world crucified me
And delighted to the top of its bent.
In nomini Patris,Filii et Spiritus Sancti. Amen.
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